Jess saw the image and felt her heart slow and become calm.

" what did you do?" she asks as she let go of the seat arms.

"The image had a calming tone in it. I use them when I feel ready to pop."

Jess smiled her hand resting on his "thank you" she said

"You're welcome." The stewardess comes by. "Can I get you anything?"

Jess shakes her head ans sits looking out the window her eyes closed as she sees the beach but in her mind Alex and herself sit on it.

Jess smiles to her self " maybe one day" she says softly to he self.

I take a handful of the tiny bottles of alcohol, and down them quickly. "You can't get drunk on these."

Jess opens her eyes long enough to see hi down the bottles.

"if you wait when we have the stop over you can drink then" she says and yawns

"I can smoke then. I need to drink now."

Jess sighed standing she reached into her bag pulling out a bottle of vodka she held it out to him.

"here" she said " if it helps"

"You. Are. Beautiful." I open it, and take a long drink. "Much better."

Jess smiled as she saw the satisfied look on his face as he drank, sitting back down she found her self drifting of to sleep as the image sat in her head the he had put there.

We land in England. I nudge Jess. "We're here. Wake up." I say softly.

Jess felt some one shake her and opened her eyes she smiled.

"are we there?" she asked stretching

"We're in England. There's a few hours to kill before the next flight."

Jess stood up grabbing her bag " we'd better find a hotel and freshen up" she said