The cool air coming off the water brushed past my face. to welcome me back home.
it has been so long.
i miss being here.
i sit on the grass. then lay back to look at the stars.
even if i'm not wanted here or any where i feel at home and safe.
well as safe as i can be.

ZaCara had been sitting on the bench, her hand on her stomach, tears slid down her cheek. She knew that Warren was looking for her but she needed to be alone. She sat there thinking to herself, 'I can't be. Can I? No. Not after last time! We haven't even planned on having a family. NO!" She stood up and shouted at the top of her lungs, "I Can't Be! I Wont be!"

Warren came walking up and saw her, "Cara! We need to talk!" He came running up to her. "Babe!"

Cara took off running forgetting he could fly. "Leave me alone!" She ran into some one, but didn't recognize her. "Sorry!" She looked up and saw Miranda but it didn't register. "Sorry." She sobbed again.

Warren landed behind her and embraced her "It's okay!"

I stopped to see that it was Cara.
Well this is just what I need as a welcome home present.
Warren and her fighting over something.
As her tears closed her memories.

"Umm, Well it seems as if you are in a bit of a tough. I think I should be on my way now," I said looking at them and how they had no clue who I was.

I walked around her and went on. I saw a tree in the distends, then went toured it. When I reached it, I jumped up on to a branch. So that I could watch to see what might happen next.

Would my old life long friend regain the thoughts we once shared?
Would he know my eyes?

I sat to watched, emotionless.

Warren watched as the person walked away, "That looked like Miranda." but he shook it off, still embracing Cara he pulled her to him, they were facing each other now. "Babe we need to talk." he wiped her tear stained cheek, "I know what's going on. If you're going to fear life and what it brings, then what's it worth living for?"

Cara looked down "Everything but this is worth living for." she whispered. She looked into his eyes, she saw the pain he was going through, "You just don't know what it's like to have a baby die..."

"I don't?" He interrupted, "How don't I, OUR child died, not just yours, I know it's different because you carried it but if I could I would! But she was OUR baby! Not just yours!"

She shook her head, "You're right, I'm sorry, I've been acting like I'm alone in this, but I have you." she kissed him.

"Now, Babe back to what I was saying, I'm positive that was Miranda!"

Cara laughed, "Well I think it was too."

I could hear them .
I had mixed emotions.
Glad that they knew who I was.
Scared to try and return to this community.

I jumped out of the tree and stood at the bass,
I pushed a smile across my face.

...and I waited for them to reach me.